grounded

I want to fly...
where to?
just fly...
I just want to fly.
I want to be free...
I just want to fly.
I want to leave everything behind
Just end up where I end up
Just a backpack, a guitar, and my bible
and just fly

I want to go
... to just go
I want to be gone and...
and...
and I don't know...
but I hope to figure it out while I am gone
for now...
I just know I want to go.

I know I want to go
I feel I need to go
I am scared
Afraid to leave it behind...
and come back to find it all gone
Afraid to find I always wanted you,
afraid I will look back at what I don't have anymore...
and to realize I want it...
but now...
well, you know now...

But in this current season,
Being here is destroying my character,
which only reveals my character.
I long to be in a place...
to be in arms...
where I no longer have to think
yet still, thoughts come naturally

I just want to leave
I just want to go
I just want to fly,

but where can I fly to... that i will not follow?